Arrested
Two kids in my class got arrested today for shoplifting. It was weird. I mean, they're both jerks (to me at least) so I didn't expect to care. I don't think I do either. For them, I mean.
But seeing cops, it was freaky. I practically broke down in tears, only i controlled myself. I always do, don't I?
You know what I think it is? Cops have always been there in the big traumatic scenes of my life-my mom getting arrested, my mom trying to break down my grandparents' door, my mom throwing things at my dad...huh. what a connection. seems like my mom's always there too.
Anyways...it was ironic. Because just before I saw the cops drag Jerk One into the school me and my friend O were talking about our lives and stuff. You know. not depressing. Just the truth. the past. It's amazing what people keep secret. They're always the last people you'd expect...
O suggested I go see a shrink like she does.
Maybe I will. MAybe.
But seeing cops, it was freaky. I practically broke down in tears, only i controlled myself. I always do, don't I?
You know what I think it is? Cops have always been there in the big traumatic scenes of my life-my mom getting arrested, my mom trying to break down my grandparents' door, my mom throwing things at my dad...huh. what a connection. seems like my mom's always there too.
Anyways...it was ironic. Because just before I saw the cops drag Jerk One into the school me and my friend O were talking about our lives and stuff. You know. not depressing. Just the truth. the past. It's amazing what people keep secret. They're always the last people you'd expect...
O suggested I go see a shrink like she does.
Maybe I will. MAybe.
